Reasons I Can’t Sleep

1. If I move, what roads would I take to get to work?
2. It really sucks my mom was in the hospital and missed my graduation.
3. The Voice is starting next month. I’m excited.
4. Why do I let people walk over me?
5. Why can’t I sleep?
6. What if my alarm doesn’t go off?
7. I feel bloated and gross
8. My toe hurts
9. What song number is this?
10. My nose is running, I better not get sick.
11. I don’t want to keep asking my parents for money.
12. What if I move and it doesn’t work out?
13. What if I have to move back to Petawawa?
14. Why are guys dicks?
15. Guys PMS worse than girls do.
16. Fire truck ia going by.
17. I miss Baron & Roxy.
18. If I can’t sleep I will play on my phone and write out whats going through my head maybe that will help.
19. It’s not helping.
20. This blanket isn’t long enough.
21. I have to pee but I don’t want to get up.
22. I have to work at 8:30. I should be sleeping by now.
23. Why am I not able to fall asleep the nights before I work?
24. What should I wear tomorrow?
25. This love has taken its tole on me.. (maroon 5)
26. Sweet Colorado beat Ottawa.
27. Hey 27… my age this year….
28. Sigh.
29. My nose is running, im gonna be pissed if I get sick.
30. Why the fuck am I still awake?
31. FUCK
32. Brain, just shut up!
33. It’s bedtime!
34. 😦

And that’s not even half of what’s going on in my head right now.


August 20

Last night was so awesome. Best night I had in a while. Rob took me to RockinWheel, it’s a concert put on in Mount Brydges and all the proceeds go towards spinal research. Bleeker Ridge and The Trews performed. I had front row view. I was right up against the fence. It was awesome. I even got a souvenir, The Trews set list sheet!

So I’m done my first year of college and it feels great. It’s flying by so fast! I’m in a 2 week break and then I start again september 4. On Friday I’m heading home with Rob for a week. Can’t wait to see everyone. We’re going ziplining :D. Mom and dad are also on holidays so we’ll be able to hang out with them.

I’m hung up on last night. Dan from Bleeker Ridge has the most beautiful smile I’ve ever seen. His tattoos are awesome. I think I have a knew crush, can’t you tell? I wish I walked up to him when he was just 10 feet away from me. I was just too shy!

Until next time, people who actually read this, good night.

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